Don't leave me out

You always leave me out
what did i do wrong?
f u k u both and your happiness
this has gone on way to long

don't worry about me
i will be just fine
i will die by myself
you have crossed the line

i can't find happiness
it is just to late
you and her together
i think that, thats your fate

you girls go
play just together
i will go right now
at a drop of a feather

I'll use the knife
I'll use it everyday
I'll watch you from above
this is how it will stay

you girls go play games
I'll play on my own
i will sit here by myself
complain and always moan

i have no one in this life
so this is how it ends
i wish that i could be with you both
or be you very best friends

i wish that you cared
about all the things you said
i wish that you cared
that i will soon be dead

hi people this poem is about my two friends who are both leaving me out, i don't feel like i belong and i don't no who to turn to, every time one of my friends is there they both leave me