Nothing Now

You say we're close
Yet you seem so far away.
I want for me to be happy,
And that will only happen, if you stay.

You aren't staying
You're no where to be found.
I don't know where to find you,
So now I've fallen on the ground.

I always come to you,
To tell you how I feel.
I tell you I want to be wanted
I want the love to be real.

You tell me that I'll be happy,
someday down the line.
That I'll have people there for me
And I'll finally be fine.

I'll have a great guy,
And friends that acutally care...
My family wont be messed up,
And things will start to be fair.

I don't think that can happen,
when you're no where in sight.
So now I can only be happy,
when I'm crying at night.

*An Other oldie!*