I've tried so hard

I've tried so hard
To tell myself you're gone
I've tried so hard
To cure this pain

I'm already to lost
To be saved
I'm already a
Never forgetting mistake

Every thing I do for you
Is never enough
Every day I feel like
giving up

without you
I'm empty
Without you
I'm incomplete

My knife can
Cure the pain
My life can be over
If I just hit my vein