Lost hope & disgrace

I sit and watch the sky
as the rain drops fall freely on my face
lost in my own thoughts, dont want to go on
filled with lost hope and disgrace.

The sun refuses to shine
I only see the pouring rain
not a day will go by
that I will forget your name

my thoughts are making me go insane
without you I want to go mad
Nothing else to do
except living everyday feeling sad

No one understands
what its like to lose someone like you
I used to be happy, loving, free
but since u left my stars gone from yellow to blue

this pain is getting much worse
knowing that your gone away
Nothing compares to this hurt
That I feel more and more each day

I`ll lay my head down on my pillow
tears streaming down from my swollen eyes
in my dreams its just you in me
so far away but I can still feel the butterflies.

And if I never see you again
Know that you`ll always be in my heart
Know that I just wish to see you again
And that being without you tears me apart.