Short Peom- Suicide

You think I'm an ordinary girl,
But I'm not,
I just put a smile on,
To play this foolish part.

I think about death,
And that, I won't deny,
I think about my life,
And how I want to die.

I sometimes cut my wrist,
To dull the pain inside,
But that can only last so long,
I don't want to be alive.