BROKEN heart

Help something took my breath away
I do not know what's wrong am having some kind of dismay

I want to cry, I do not know why
I can't help it, all what I can do is to sigh

This wont help, I'm still not fine
Is it because I'm having a broken heart by a friend of mine?

Or is it just because I miss my tears:
The worm ones that helped me feel better over those passing years?

It have been this way
Ever since the very first day

Depressed from everything around
Being depressed is the only thing I found

Having a new friend got me feel alive again
But how long will this friendship be? Is it a year? It can be ten!

Is it something out of control?
It is killing me, pulling out my soul

I want to cry hard and loud
I want to yell without gathering around a big crowed

But crying wont change a single thing
It won't take anything away and nothing it will bring

Sadness will follow me everywhere I go
Until it lets me give up and lets my soul leave me and my body throw

This isn't a way to live I do not know who to blame for this and who to forgive

My words cannot describe what I feel
It is more than horrible it is torturing me for real

I really feel bad
I do not feel like talking, it gets me badly mad

Let me end this nonsense to go hide somewhere and forever weep
Or just under my undisruptive words Iundiscriptivey sleep