Abusive pills

They go down my throat.
with impeccable taste.
the bottles close to empty.
let no pill go to waste.

i try to go faster.
as i hear my heart beat
the breeze threw the window
knocked me off my feet.

i hear someone laughing.
as i lift my head
i see that sideways shadow.
with eyes and face of red.

he reaches out his dirty hands
and shoves me all around
he laughs as he strikes me once more.
and i finally hit the ground.

the whole world is spinning
oh please make it stop
I'm shoved into a corner.
as i silently sob.

i yell at my lord
"ITS ME YOUR SUPPOSED TO PROTECT"
and now with every inch of your rage.
his angers thee affect

why do i deserve this.
what could i have done.
has this torture pleased you.
is the beating all for fun?

as I'm dropped back in the room
the shadow flies away.
leaving me with swollen eyes.
in a little room to stay.

i lay on the floor till his next drink.
and wait for the next hit.
so here in the bathroom i will stay.
on the toilet seat i shall sit.

why wont this torture stop?
why wont you let me die?
as i pick up the all pills.
and alone, i silently cry.

by me.

yeah. i love this one. even though that sounds conceited i don't care! i do. comment it yeah. late.