Used

It feels like everyone is letting me down,
And no matter what I do, no one will stop hurting me.
But, of course, I forgive them every time.
Cause I am the absolute worst at holding grudges.
And I think that is why people walk all over me.
Its because I always forget about it by the next day.
And no matter how hard I try not to,
I always end up forgetting about it.
But I do not know if that is a good or bad thing.
Cause its good to forgive people for whatever they did to you.
But because I always forget about it,
People try to use me.
So that is the bad part, I guess.
And since nothing is working for me,
I will just have to get used to who I am.
And no matter what, I will always feel used.