Confused thoughts

When she starts to feel tired,
and thinks about all the pain,
it often makes her wonder,
is she starting to become insane?

telling people shes alright,
and that help isn't needed,
she starts to think really hard,
to where this could be leaded.

shes not exactly sure,
of why she feels this way,
but its tearing at her health,
each and every day.

regretting some of the past,
and wishing she never did,
some of the wrong things,
that she had often hid.

surrounded by depression,
And thinking horrid things,
But she would never follow through,
All the stuff life brings.

So a smile on her face,
While trying to figure out why,
She tells people she doesn't care,
When she really wants to cry.

Tears falling from her eyes,
While all the other kids stare,
Sometimes its easier to forget,
And pretend that you don't care.