Im petrified
Im scared
Im in denile
My past haunts me everynight
The sanity follows me through my everyday life
I cant forget whats happened
I quiver for the day youll find out
I wasnt a very happy child
Nor am i now
But behind the truth
the happiness lies
Life never came as easy as it seemed
Never gotten to the point
Where i shed no tears
The fear of rejections
Never goes away
I know now its here to stay
I cry knowing it will never go away
The future has no hope
The present as well
Who knows if happiness will ever come
The journey will soom coem to an end
The depression after truth will hurt like nothing i can take
Hiding in the shadows till that day i awake
I miss who i am and who i was
I dont really know who this person can be
Life is a trouble for me
Im afriad of everything coming my way
All i know is that my past did this to me
That door will never open
For truth is the key
And thats exactly what haunts me
In the corner is my true life
Hidden with everything i despise
