Wishing

Wishing that i had someone that would hold me tight
wishing that you would have been there like you said you would
wishing that everything was different
wishing that it was just a horrible dream
wishing that i would wake up n you would be there for me
wishing that you never did give up on me
wishing that you wouldn't have said all that to me the night that you left
wishing that it would have never started
wishing that i would have never gave up just because of that
wishing that i don't wake up in the morning
wishing that my life will come to n end
wishing that i wasn't here so i wouldn't have to be wishing i wasn't