Why????????

Why is that you are trying to take yourself from me,
bubba i know you just wanna be free,
what you don't realize is death won't get you there,
and when you talk of suicide my only feelings are scared,
i can't stand the thought of losing you,
bubba you are my very best friend,
and though you're never home,
i know you'll be here for me till your very end,
bubba please don't do this to me,
don't take yourself out of my life,
without you, there would be nothing for me to do, but die,
i love my boyfriend dearly,
my friends are awesome,
and i love my family too,
but bubba without you i don't know what i would do,
i need you here to catch me each and everytime i fall,
i need you here to dry the tears that so often try to fall,
i need you in my life even if you aren't always around,
just to know you are ok,
and you are on solid ground,
bubba you make up everything i ever want to be,
i wish bubba please gah if only you could see,
you are such an amazing person,
we all need you here,
bubba please don't leave me!
no bubba not this year,
no not next or the next,
bubba don't ever leave my side,
don't take the very air i breathe,
and cast it all aside,
bubba if i lose you i swear i won't live i swear i'll die,
i can't stay here without you,
there will be no reason left to live,
though you never think of me,
i am nothing to you but just a kid,
just a little sister,
always in your way,
just a little sister who always tries to say,
bubba please dont' leave me,
i know it will be ok,
bubba please don't leave me,
i know it will get better someday,
someday our pains will leave us,
and we will live so happily,
bubba please don't leave me,
you're my family!!!!!!!!!!

Bubba this is to you! you know who you are! i love you with all of my heart please don't leave me, it will tear my world apart!

Loving you always your sis,
Brooke