Last Try...

**Found this somewhere, this is not mine-----------The last time I ever tried. I slit my wrist so neat. I look down, I see drops of blood, leading to a dark red puddle, "Every drop of blood symbolizes every time Ive been hurt... If I hurt anymore, I will have to bleed forever....."-------------

(Note*: And now, I feel so tired.... and not just sleepy, but tired of life in general. I want to sleep, to rest forever, escape into my dreams..... )

My eyes are now swollen shut,
from all the tears I've cried.
I beg for your forgiveness,
for all the times I've tried.

I love the sensation;
from the blades very own kiss,
But amazingly...
you're the one I truely miss.

You held me in your arms;
that night I cried so much.
You drove away my fears and tears,
with just your gentle touch.

But now you've drawn away,
And how I miss you so...
I will forever love you.
..More than you could know...