Online Love

To have an on-line love is really complicated,
you get very excited if you see him on-line
especially when he\'s on cam and look nice
and give you that lovely sweet smile
then it\'s gonna take your breathe away

Later,
you get very sad if he\'s not on-line
especially when it\'s been for few days
no calls, no emails and no messages from him
then suddenly you get the feeling, being ignored

It\'s painful,
when you know that you can\'t love him that much,
to realize that u have to control yourself if u don\'t wanna get hurt
and keep telling yourself to not hoping and dreaming so much
and to not believe to all of his empty promises

Damn,
why is it so difficult to love someone that not even real
sometimes i feel like i am in heaven when he says all those sweet words
then the next day he says something that hurts and all the hopes are shattered
i\'m just building a kingdom of my own dreams, i know

Anyway,
i think i can actually see
that he doesn\'t love me as much as i love him.
still i try to pretend that he does
i keep fooling myself for something that is unreal

I need to learn more about this on-line world
can\'t get too serious,
because you might suffer if you\'re not with the right person
self control is really needed
otherwise you\'d be lost and couldn\'t find your way back

Bonaelsu obneun sarang...a love that can\'t let go
just like me and him
even though this dream might never come true
and that i love him more than he loves me
and this love might just hurt myself,
still i can\'t let him go