I Can't Pretend Much More

I fall from the sky
Cannot stop how I feel
All alone and lost in despair
Nothing at all seems real.

Too afraid to move,
Perfect life all gone
Reckless cuts down my wrist
Everything I love is torn.

To bleed is my life
Everything else is dead
Nothing stopping me
Destruction is ahead.

Memories are pulsing
Ugly thoughts in my brain
Cutting deeper much more blood
Helping stop this pain.

Mummy and Daddy I can't go on
Or I think I might break down,
Remember that I love you all,
Everyone who tried to stop this frown.

~Read the first letter of every new line~