Tried to be there

Every where i look
every time i close my eyes
i only see you
and the day you died

i miss you
and i want you to know
with you life was great
but now without you its just a blow

i only think of you
and thats not OK
it hurts way too much
to think of you gone everyday

it bring tears to my eyes
ones you used to wipe away
i think of all the tings
we used to do and say

i wanted to be at your side
trying not to lose you
helping you to hold on
telling you how much i loved you

I'm sorry I wasn't with you
but i did try to
i tried to die last night
just to be with you