~I'm writing these words to tell you why and that it's not you fault i left~
Mom,
I'm writing this while sitting on my bed looking over my backpack and items in it. by the time you read this I will Have been gone for about two hours. I'm walking and I have what ever is in my wallet.. so don't worry. I say that but secretly i know that because I'm not here and you don't know where i am, that your worrying. I bet you thought that this could never have happened to you and that your a terrible mother. but your not. this was all my decision mom and all i need is a thrill in my life. I've tried cutting, it didn't do anything. not even hurt enough for me to notice. mom I've been very depressed lately and a lot of it has to do with Eli not talking to me. and my friends canceling plans with me, but thats not all of it, and crying doesn't help me get over depression anymore..
So mom I'm writing this to you so that you know it's not you fault at all and that i don't know where I'm going or if I'll be back. please just know that i love you and will always be your little girl
