Good-bye

The family i got stuck with
i really hate
it's not even like
it was "fate"

my family's messed up
for real
they can never keep
there lips sealed

my family sucks
there backstabbers
to each other
and shit-talkers

what kind of family
talks then or me
or just about each other
one right after another?

my mom about my uncle
and my dad about my mother
my uncle about his wife
and my mother to my brother

i wish not
to stay in this family
i bet it would
be the best thing for me

but what choice have i got?
i got stuck with these strangers
they piss me off so much
They're such traders!!

all they ever do
is nagging at me
can you imagine the pain i suffer?
can you see?

i use to love them all
until i knew them for real
they were nothing but illusions
in my mind to be sealed

i don't know how
this has happened
but i hate it all
its filled with pain

i guess we've lost
complete connection
and now I've got
a confession

when i loved you
i never wanted to let go
i never thought it would happen
but it has, as you know

i wanted to never give up
on my family
but now i guess
they've given up on me

I'm tired of waiting
for you to come back
nothing will be the same
you can be sure of that

so I've got something to say
i will no longer stall
I'm saying good-bye
once and for all

**I know it's not that good**