Like Oxygen

Life without you is hard to bare
I can not think without you here
To think that we are about to end
Is taring everything apart in me

At night I weep not cry
The tears that fall are red not clear
Cradling myself in my arms
Wishing tomorrow you will be here

The memories I have and always adored
Are killing me and ending everything a little more
I wish I could forget all the good times we shared
These memories are just a reminder of my pain

I am losing myself in insanity
You were my stability
And now I a'm losing all control
The world just seems too pointless now to try and gain control

Food seems like a waste
I have not ate today
I havee been weeping not crying
I am just trying to sleep my life away

In time they say it will all be okay
But right now it seems like it's fading
You were so beautiful to my eyes
Yet I kept pushing you away

I love you and still love you
I want you and will always want you
I will wait for you and crawle after you
Until my last breathe is with you

I wish you were next to me
Wishing everyday I could kiss you
Wishing everyday I could forget about you
Should I inhale these wishes like Oxygen?