Let ME out

I never meant to say this
Just as I never meant to die

I am sorry but I must leave
This world is full of horror

I cant take it anymore
I dont understand
I want out

And its the only way
You may think differently
but you know I am right

It is the only way to get away
too much has happened
and I am on a one way street
I cant get off

I can run away
But i cant stand the pain
and I cant make it disappear

Wheres my silver lineing?
Wheres my shining star?
Whatever happened to love?

Why me?
Why now?

Just tell me why
and I will stay

None of you care anyway
You dont even know if I'm there
I am just invisible

I am going away
You just wait and see
I'll do it

You dont believe me
but I will
If I want I bad enough
I will go after it

You should know that by now
You should understand
but you were never paying attention
So you wouldnt know

Good-bye to you
and good-bye to me
and now I am saying good-bye
to my life of insanity