My first love

My broken heart falls to the floor
this hurts so much
i just cant do this anymore
i think i love you, don't you see
i cant let go
why cant it be
I'm putting myself through so much pain
ant still, no matter what i do
i just cant be with you
the hurt, the pain, the torture
i put myself through
i know i should let you go
but somethings holding me back
sometimes i think you care
but lately i just don't know
one day i will tell you how i truly feel
and i hope to god you feel the same
but so you know
I'll always love you
and fore eternity you'll always be my first true love