Because I'm a girl

It's so hard to describe how i feel
but with a pen and a paper this is how to deal
Sometimes I feel so lost
Always thought,no matter what
I could reach out to you
But, your not there, when I do
So confused and lonely
Remember when you said " your my one and only"?
Feels as if the world isn't going as fast
Whenever I think about our past
Memories and meaningful words filming through my mind
But now your far away. is this a sign?
Are we no longer meant to be?
is it now UN-able to be you and me?
It still feels as if your in a different world
I still love you though just because I am a girl.