Thank You Mom and Dad

Thanks to you
I hate this place
from all the things you do
I can't stand my face

You try to say sorry
but I can't forgive you
for what you've done
I try not to worry
but you're still no fun

You've always said all I want is
to talk on the phone whenever
I'm alone
you always say its just a phase
I'll get over it
but its not...

You say you know me
but you don't
you say you care
but you won't

Now I'm alone
no one at school
now no one at home
you're both fools!

As I fall
I write this to you
By the time you read this
I will be afar...

I can't believe you!
rob me of faith
rob me of hope
I had something good
till you robbed me of my humanity

I'm in my room now
supposedly on the phone
I look into my Mirror of Fate
I pull out my razor
and carve my face
I start at my wrists now
six to be exact

I fall to the floor
I'm dizzy now
I can't see you
I can't hear you
I can't feel you

Can you see now?
Thanks to you
I'm numb
soon to be gone...

You heard me fall
now you call
I don't answer
you come knocking
still I don't answer
you open the door
you scream at my ugly face
you scream at my lovely fate

Your at my side now
I whisper to you
"Thank you mom and dad."

You scream again
I'm slipping worse
My heart is slowing
My breathing is fading
two seconds more
I whisper again
"Don't bother worrying
I'm gone now."
And I slip away...