I smile
Put on my “I’m ok†face
But inside I know it’s just a lie
Inside I’m fuming
I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to tell the world
“Today, I’m not okâ€
I hide myself from everyone
I do it to make you feel better
While you cry and complain
Tell me how everything is falling apart
I smile and tell you it’ll all be ok
Then I turn around
Shut my eyes
Feel my heart shattering
While comforting you
My own pain is growing
I want to be comforted too
But no one can help me
Because although I’m hurting
I don’t want to let it show
You’re not the only one to suffer from a broken heart
Believe me
I’ve had my own stepped on more times than I’d like to admit
But it happens
That’s just how it goes
And I don’t need to hear about how you think you wish things were
Because until you do something about your situation
Nothing will be the way you want it to
And you’re the only one that can change that now
Me you can just forget about
It’s obvious you don’t care anyway
So why bother putting me through all the pain of waiting for you
If you’re just going to play with my feelings?
It’s like it’s all a game to you
You’re only objective is to win
But I’m telling you now
My heart is closed to you
That’s one thing you’ll never win
