Don't I Matter Anymore?

Don't I matter anymore
why do you act like that
you go on as if nothing happened
I can't do that
a lot happened that I can't forget
I can't let it go just like that
you turned your back on me
and then you want to be forgiven
I tried to forgive you
but I can't anymore
why would you leave my life
how could you stop talking to me
I'm suppose to be important
and you don't even recognize me
when you see me you say nothing
you're hurting me
and you don't care, that isn't how you're supposed to act
it hurts me to know
that you don't care
and I know you know I'm still here
because you've seen me
and you know where I live
yet you don't say a word to me
why don't you care about me
why can't you call on important days
now I'm beginning to think
it would've been better
if you were never around, but
you use to be my favorite person
now you're someone
I dread to see or hear from
why don't I matter