How could u do this?

* this is a poem dedicated to my dad*

dad,

i know you try to love me but somethings just don't come. you actually have to love someone..and i have a feeling that u don't have that for me..just tell me..what good thing have u done for me? for mom? for anyone?

i think the only thing that u can think of is yourself..u selfish no good father..i have thought of committing suicide many times and then i thought..how could i do that? why would i want to hurt myself for something u did? what have i done to deserve a father like you? i mean honestly..i think I'm too good for u..

i no for a fact that u don't love me cuz if u did..u would show it!!! and u don't..just admit it..u don't show how much u love me(even tho u don't)..

i hope Ur happy