Trying too hard

What am i wearing
what am i trying to be
trying to impress
but i can't fool me

what have i become
I've changed for the worse
and it's all for you
see this love is a curse

why am i pretending
when i swore never to
but everything has changed
since the day i met you

what am i saying
i speak words i wouldn't say
what am i doing
what's this game i play

what is happening
I'm suddenly someone else
it hurts me so bad
i just want to be myself

it's so pathetic
I'm playing a fake card
i feel the need to impress
and I'm trying TOO HARD.

*** Sorry all i have changed so much***