What You Have Become.....

I can see your smile is fake
i can see sadness in your eyes
i can sense fear in your words
you are still the class clown
but i can see right through you
you are not the same
someone hurt you
and i don't know who or why

why would someone hurt someone as beautiful as you
you are always trying to make people smile
even tho you are dying on the inside
you are so sweet,you care about everyone
you are always trying to make everyone happy

making people laugh is something you do without even noticing
no one can see the sadness in your eyes
because they are selfish
they don't care about you
they just want to be happy
it doesn't matter to them if you are dying
but to me it does

i want things to be ok for you
i want to see your eyes light up again when you smile
i want you to be truly happy
but i don't know how to make you feel better

this poem is the only way i can let you know how i feel
maybe I'll give it to you, or maybe not
maybe I'll let you read it and see what happens
maybe I'll just be selfish like all the other people
maybe I'll just let you die of sadness
but i can't do that, i know what its like

if i ever find out who did this to you
consider them dead
no one hurts someone i love
cause if they do they will regret it

i can't believe this is happening
you the class clown, the one always laughing
the one making everyone laugh
the happy kid
look what you have become.....