I've let go

I’ve tried my hardest to be
The best I could for you
I’ve tried so hard for it
But I guess my best won’t do

You twist my thoughts and
You mess with my mind
Your constant mood swings
Make my teeth grind

I honestly can’t take it,
And of it anymore
I want to leave it all behind
And walk through the door

I want to take my life
All because of you
I told you that I loved you
And still, it is true

I try my hardest to push
It all out of my head
But it just sinks in deeper,
I’m wishing to be dead

I wish you could understand
What I’m going through
But you won’t and you can’t
Because I’m me, not you

I’m just done I promise
I give up on everything
And hell no I won’t pick
Up the phone when, “Ring”