This is one thing I can do nothing about,
I'll take it all away,
I'll pretend it was never there,
Hide somewhere deep inside,
Act as if I do not care.
I'll hold on to everything,
Until my hands crack and bleed,
I won't let it slip away,
Cross my heart and hope to die,
I'm crying inside,
I'm begging and pleading for something better,
Anything but this.
Scream at me,
Do what you will,
Lie to me,
Tell me it's real.
Attempt to hold me without shaking or thinking of her,
Attempt to love me just a little more then before,
Try to love me more then her,
I'm only asking for you to try.
I'm my own disaster,
Your favourite lullaby,
I'm everything you hate,
But it wasn't enough to make you cry.
