Dad?

I can't be your princess anymore...
Not while you are this...
I need my dad back...
I don't know what to do...

I used to be happy with you...
But maybe I was too little to see it...
All your lies and all your guilt...
Are slowly destroying me...

I don't know what to do anymore...
I'm lost and I can't find the way back...
The map was burned by you...
The direction lost in your words...

I tried to let you be you...
And I tried to be like you want me to be...
I have tried to be perfect...
But you have to help...

You need to be the adult...
You need to lead the way...
You need to be there for me...
I can't do it all alone...

So maybe you can change...
I doubt it but I must believe...
You are my father...
So I have to try...

But if you hurt me one more time...
Then that will be it...
I know I say this all the time...
But maybe this time it is true...