I was always waiting.
My friends said it was about time,
That you asked me out,
And now you were mine.
I didnâ??t know why,
I had to wait for so long.
Always thinking â??fatâ?? and â??uglyâ??
Then you made me think wrong.
I was convinced you didnâ??t like me.
That all this stuff, you were paid to do.
We went out for 2 days,
So f**king sc**w you!!!!
I didnâ??t find out, until 2 days after:
That you actually broke up with me.
My hear was shattered.
I felt like an idiot, and made myself look stupid.
Because the friends you had break up with me,
Were lame and couldnâ??t do it!
They lied and told me you had a ring.
I thought that, that was a stupid thing.
Now I feel like a dumb a**,
Because there was no ring,
You broke up with me,
And that was the thing.
We went out for 2 days.
Could you tell me why you did that?
Because all these thoughts,
Are running through my head.
And these thoughts,
My friends wouldnâ??t want me thinking that.
I am sort of angry and sort of confused.
All I want to know is why?
Is it because Iâ??m fat and ugly?
Or just too shy?
You make me feel unwanted
Like other girls are prettier.
Iâ??m beginning to think thatâ??s true,
Because I donâ??t have you.
My best friend told me the night before,
That I should ask you out if I wanted more.
But I didnâ??t ask you out, you asked me.
As far as I knew. I really liked you,
And you finally started liking me.
I feel like such a w**re,
You sc**wed me over and I still want more.
We didnâ??t even do any thing while going out.
But I still really, really like you,
And youâ??re sort of what Iâ??m all about.
Could you please tell me why?
To settle my heart.
Cause when I look at you, it feels like a dart.
I know there are other guys.
Other fish in the sea.
But you I really liked,
And I thought and wished,
You were the one for me.
But me I have a very low self-esteem.
I think you made it lower.
I try to hide my sadness,
By laughing on the outside.
You told my friends you liked me.
Why did you change?
Why did you lie?
I think now,
That I just want to cry!!!!
