Mixed Emotions

I like you, but I don’t.
I hate you, but I won’t.
I love you, but I can’t.
I thank you, and that’s that.

Why do you hurt me?
Why do I care?
Why do I feel this pain?
When you were hardly ever there?

You want me to hate you,
I’m sorry I can’t.
I want to love you,
But I’m not supposed to think that.

I thank you for telling me:
That I wasn’t fat,
That I wasn’t ugly,
Like I believe that!

You were annoyed
And blamed it on me.
Hurt me pretty badly.
I just want to be free.

Tomorrow will I like you>
Tomorrow will I be free?
Tomorrow will I sound obsessed?
Or tomorrow can I go back to being me?

Why not smile instead of cry?
Why not live instead of die?
Why not love instead of hate?
Why not change my ways before it’s too late?

I see another guy,
But then I think of you.
I’m really stupid,
Shy and confused!!!!

Loves supposed to be good.
Loves supposed to be great.
Then why does this good thing,
End up leading to hate?
Sure some can be friends,
Others get married.
But for the majority of people,
It doesn’t end happy and merry.