I can't take the pain
of this life anymore
I can't stand another heart break
my heart has already been torn
I can't go back to the simple life
that I once had
I can't pretend I'm happy anymore
because my pain has grown far too bad
I can't say I love you
if I have no feelings for you at all
I can't keep saying I'm okay
When my world begins to fall
I can't keep making excuses
for the cuts that I have made
I can't make everyone think I'm normal
when inside I'm going insane
I can't remember the last time when
I pulled out the blade and someone said don't
I can't figure out how to escape this pain
all i know is that I won't