Aww poor sakura, no one would ever think it would be bad ever having more than one bf lol. Well i email you my opinion, one of mind one of heart, but it is souly for you to decide what to do.

Speaking from a guys perspective, I have no clue what to tell you. Search your feelings and go for the guy you have the strongest feelings for. The other one will have to be adult enough to understand. Also I've found from personal experience, if you truly do love someone, you can let go as hard as it is if that is what is best for that person!