Broken Reality

My head is spinning
my blood, it drops
my heart is racing
then the cutting stops

I didn't want it to end this way
but I did want to die
I didn't want to wait much longer
so I planned It for that night

I would write a note
then take some pills
Hopefully I will die
It's only me that I want to kill
only me that I despise

I took around 20 pills
then my best friend walked in
she saw the empty bottles
and she knew she couldn't win

she held me in her arms
as I took my very last breath
then she picked up the little note
and this is what it said:

"I am asleep now
never to awake
you can no longer help me
I don't want to be saved
all I am asking for you to do
is write Broken Reality on my grave

Thats all this was
my life I mean
my sorrow and depression were hidden
never to be seen

I cried myself to sleep every night
thinking there's nothing I can do
when I was taking those pills
all I though of was you

I can watch over you
I'll be your guiding light
so that you know you're not alone
each and every night

Don't do what I did
live as long as you can
One day you will see me
reaching out for your hand

That's all life was to me
a broken reality left unseen
so live every day like it's your last
and try your best to never forget me