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I look up up him, and tears are streaming
And inside my head, i hear my voice screaming
He does this to me every night
Even though he knows that its not right
"why cant you just stop?" i cry aloud
"I wish you wouldnt be so loud!"
"You silly b****, you will give it away
but you know this is how it will stay!"
Theres nothing i can do to make things change,
or even to make me act less strange
so i accept my life, and swallow my pride
coz this is how its been, since the first time i lied.