Inked In Blood

Tonight I'll fall inside my own mind.
tonight I'll make that cut.
the one I've been waiting for.
you won't stop me.
you never really loved me.
tonight I'm saying good bye.
and you can kill yourself later.

I'll walk into my kitchen.
i grabbed the knife.
like you all read it before.
but I'm not gonna cut myself open.
not just yet once again.
I'll let the tears form in my eyes.
I'll let the fallen stars come out.
before i shout.
making this incision.

i fall on the floor.
like i said it before.
I'll write you a note tonight.
I'll make it be my last breath.
my last words i wanted to say.
before i die in the Fu*ckin town.

here i go again.
i take the knife.
after I've been drinking more then you know.
I'll cut my wrists open.
I'll make that happen.
I'm bleeding once again
I'm laughing through my fear.
I'm drunk as hell.

i pass out.
as my blood covers my body.
the lips of mine are covered.
and my throat is clot with my blood.
i can't move anymore.
you open up the door.
saw me laying there.
and the note was inked in blood.