Lost And Alone (JournalEntry2)

Nothing is as it seems anymore. I feel so lost and alone, yet everyone surronds me. So many people love me, and this I know, but I still feel useless. Why? I feel like my own worst enemy...I can not control what happens to me. I watch myself waste away..and half of me laughs as the other half cries. Whatever could be wrong? And yet, I still do not feel it.. I see all this happening, all this that I should be feeling...and do not feel it. "Nothing is as it seems anymore"...Someone save me from myself... before it's to late.

Forever I Shall Remain,
xDarkSuicidex