Ill Keep It All Inside...

I thought I reached the bottom
Of all this pain and strife
But I realized I'm still falling
And thats just a part of life

Theres nothing I can do
To try and stop this pain
Because ill never see the sun
When I'm stuck in all this rain

There are people all around me
Yet this sadness I cant hide
And I just cannot escape
The endless times Ive lied

I dont know what to do
Because I'm just a waste of space
And I think it would be better
If I finally left this place

I just cant seem to smile
Theres to much pain and strife
And all this pain has forced me
To turn and use the knife

I never thought id do it
I never thought id try
But its the only thing I have
When my whole life is a lie

So now ill do my best
To push this pain aside
And even if it kills me
Ill keep it all inside...

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