You're Not So Happy Ending.

***It may look long But please Do Read,It's one of my favorites, Thanks bYe****

Take them quick.
One by one,
Hurry, Hurry.
Every last one.

Don't let any one find you,
For they may ruin your plan.
Quick I hear someone coming.
Hide them in your hand.

I'm going to my parents.
I think I may spend the night.
Do You have to work tommorow?
Yeah I got a ride, I'll be allright.

She shuts the door,
Starts her car.
Quick, now start taking them.
She's down the road pretty far.

My throat starts to hurt,
It's hard to swallow.
The pills are almost gone,
Go till the bottles hollow.

I feel so dizzy,
So sick it's only noon.
Taking the rest.
I'll have my happy ending soon.

Hours have gone by.
The worst I could fear,
I hear Becky's car.
I'm oh so near.

She's not supposed to find me,
Lying in my bed.
Someone else is suppose to,
When I'm allready dead.

She comes in,
Throws a shirt on the floor.
Then starts talking,
About how she can't take it anymore.

She's sick of her mom,
Always on her back.
I'm trying to listen,
As her voice starts to crack.

She sees the bottle,
On the ground.
She looks at it,
With out a sound

Then starts to yell,
And asking why.
Grabs her phone,
And starts to cry.

How could I have done this?
To my very best friend?
I told her I'd always be there,
Till the very end.

It's getting cold and dark.
Very hard to breath.
I don't want to leave you,
To late, Yet I feel the need.

The need to live,
So deep inside.
Where was this need before?
When I wanted to die.

It's too late now.
As I start to say goodbye.
She then starts to scream,
And continues to cry.

My end is not as happy,
As I pictured it to be.
I hurt the ones I love most.
How selfish could this be?

Now put yourself in these shoes.
As your best friend cries.
Now that you've seen the ending,
Do you still wish to die?