Light and dark

To be caught between light and dark
To be able to see what is infront of you but unable to tell what it is
or why it is there
To be in this state of living
Is like living in hell
Because your mind is full of questions that will never be answered
Because you don’t know the right questions to ask
Because you cant tell what the real problem is
And after a while things will start to get confusing
And once you are confused then you are in hell
Because you don’t understand what is going on
You don’t understand why things are happening
And you are left with more questions then you started with
Questions like
What is this happening to me
What did I do to disserve this
What do I do now
And why must things be so hard
This is what it is like to be caught between light and dark
And why would anyone want to put someone though such hell