A Clown's Face

Sad Face Happy Face.
Not to show the world.
My true Inner Disgrace.
The Hurt the pain,
That runs Thru My veins.
Of a Love that is mine.
And I have to Share.
Why can't I say no,
I do not dare.
To be like the clown.
And commence the play.
To start this act.
Of tormenting pain.
He can not see.
How much I care.
To make him Happy,
It's all I dare.
Not to show Him
The pain in me.
The taught of her with him indeed.
This anger I can release.
My happy face into a frown.
Just Like the sad Unhappy Clown.
He can't see how much it hurts.
Of the thought of him Kissing Her.
But My Love for Him is strong.
So I will Play it a long.
With My Happy Face.
Just Like the Clown.
The act of the day.
Shall commence.
No one knows how it'll end.