Where's my love?

This pain is aching,
underneath my skin.
it's breaking me up,
in lost parts within.

how it now is going,
it is hard to find.
I can't see what I'm looking for,
the feeling makes me blind.

It's like I'm missing,
a small part of me.
the sad feeling took it's place,
depressed I seem to be.

it has been this way,
since you weren't here anymore,
cause as I remember,
I'm not as happy as I was before.

is it your now faded smile?
which has changed me so fast?
the sparkling of your eyes?
did it make me live in the past?

will I ever be,
that smiling girl of you?
what is it, I need to give?
in order to get through?

I clearly have many answers,
but then why can't I solve this,
where is my love?
I guess my question is..