I'm not willing to feel,
The pain I'm feeling,
To have my tears fall down,
And to know they aren't tears of joy, happyness,
But they are tears of defeat and regret,
Someone please take out the knife,
That somehow,
Found it's way into my back,
I could use some real love,
Since trust really isn't,
An option anymore,
Could someone please explain,
All this hate and distrust,
That I feel in my heart,
And can someone explain why,
Everytime I try to get up,
I'm right back on my face,
I need a real love,
Someone to whipe away my tears,
To show me,
That love is a beautiful thing,
And not all full of lies and mistrust,
Show me someone I can trust,
The wall around my heart,
Has grown thick with hate,
I don't want to mistrust anymore,
I'm not willing,
To have those tears,
Come down my face once again,
I don't want to feel regret anymore,
And I'm not willing to feel,
That same kife deep in my back.
