This Girl

On a beautiful sunny day in October,
A young thirteen year old girl sits alone n a room full of loved people.
This girl is a brunette with hazel eyes and is 5'5 in height.
This girl thinks she is fat but several people tell her she is not.
She is a girl who believes no one loves her or cares about her but everyone keeps on telling her they do.
For the past year, all she has been is depressed and unwanted in peoples lives or lets say that is what she believes.
As months go bye and the roller coaster never ends always moving up and down and side to side; and knowing if the roller coaster ends, her life will end.
Then again, who knows. What I know is that their lying when they say they care about me,love me, and that I am not fat and ugly; because she knows that all of those things are true.
As time goes bye and things happen and people change; hopefully her life will get better.
To let you know this girl is me.
I have figured out that my life is changing for me right now and hopefully it will change again soon so I will stop feeling depressed, a bad friend, a bad sister and daughter, and feeling like no one loves me, cares about me, and all that.
So until that lucky day my life will suck and my friends will have to deal with me until I change again.