Taking my love back

When u smile,
it makes me wanna cry,
cause all the pain u caused me,
u cant see it in my eyes.
u broke my heart,
u keep telling me lies,
but I'm still with u and i don't know why.
i love u, and u say u feel the same,
but i doubt that,
i might be the one to blame.
but i gotta stop blaming myself,
cause when i think about it..........
its not me, ITS U!!! while u living it up, i was at home crying it up cause u don't care.
i thought about what we shared, i thought that what we shared, i thought it was rare.
but the shit u did to me was unfair,
cause u know i would never do that to u.
i loved u.
some call me foolish, some call me dumb, i love u so much.
now I'm starting to think the same myself.
maybe i am dumb, foolish at that,
cause i loved u but now..............
but now I'm walking away,
i gotta take my love back