I Hate

I hate this place
I want out of here
I just wanna leave
I beg you to get me out
But you wont listen to me

You dont feel my pain
You dont hear my crys
You dont even see my wounds
Although i know your not blind

You say its just a phase
and that it will end soon
But it never ends
It just keeps killing me
Slowly but surely

The fire of hell is eloping me
Consuming me
Burning me to my death
But all this is hurting me

The voices are like salt in a wound
They are the hell i am living through
They are the demons that kill me
They are the spirits that hold me back

I go through all this pain to love you
But yet you wont do the same
You just leave me here all alone
You leave me waitng for that day to come
When life goes on
and the time never comes

How could this be never ending
Its impossible for me to forgive you
I cant risk my life for you
When you wouldnt do the same

There are so many things i havent done
So why die now?
Why give up the battle already won?
I know how to move on
but i dont want to

You were all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
You were everything to me

You love me but yet
You took pain and stabbed me
I wasnt ready
to let go of you

You had promised forever
but forever came too soon.