No one

Dying
a love so strong that i can't even make it thru
the scalding tears rip my eyes apart
no one knows
no one will ever know what i hold inside
suicidal knife
end my morbid life
a love so strong that even your heart may not survive
no one knows

secrets
secret stash of my own demise and torture
a bomb ready to explode with the press of a button
a heavy load of guilt
and all that's left-
my sadness
which expects nothing but perfection
who was i?
what kind of a person could i have become?
no one knows

love is eternal
it may end up killing you, but it is eternal nonetheless
my burning blood turns my heart to ash
love-
only an admittance of the weak
you were here
now you are not
left me to toil with what i thought we had
i wanted you to care
but you didn't even dare
keeping your distance,
you watch me fall away

so much love and heart gone to waste
was there someone out there?
was there someone reaching out for my touch?
would my heart ever have found a home
i will never know