Confused and influenced on unknown,
You're not the friend I thought you were, sorry.
I hate the way that I think about you,
And I can't accept what you're doing.
It's killing me, to know that you don't want,
To be here, well that's how it seems.
Don't want you to feel that I
Don't care for you; I'm scared I won't
The friendship that used to be so strong,
Now I don't even know if it's any worth now.
Threads fading and strings broken,
No trust in you, no going back.
You say to forget,
But you know that it will stay with me.
Depressed, it's bringing me down,
When I don't know why.
My fault what you're doing, sorry
I don't know how to handle this, you.
You say you're ok, how can I believe that?
You lied to me.
I don't get this anymore, I want to give up, there's nothing left.